Le Rouge

gaia89 — Mon, 21 Nov 2011 14:23:17 +0000

j’espere que je ne l’aime pas encore. Parce que je suis tres mise. Et je suis tres mal parce qu’il y a quelqu’un qui me aime beacoup. Pourquoi.

gaia89 — Mon, 21 Nov 2011 14:18:00 +0000

努力忘记。

gaia89 — Sun, 04 Sep 2011 13:17:44 +0000

我的心好痛。怎么办?

gaia89 — Tue, 30 Aug 2011 15:18:56 +0000

就让这份爱永远埋藏着吧。我不会再把它挖出了。你又再一次让我逼着自己不爱你了。高兴了吗?

November 2010

gaia89 — Sun, 21 Nov 2010 04:44:38 +0000

Here I am. Back again. Again and again I wanted to blog, but simply couldn’t do so. Am i afraid to face myself? Or just plain lazy? haha.

The fb horoscope said that it is time for me to look back on my life and see if i am where i wanna be. Good one. Am i? Let me see.

I dreamt to be a music instructor. Wow, I am now. But then when I look deeper in, not exactly. But rather, just to make money for a company. And where is my future in that? Nothing. Next up.

I wanted to follow my heart and be comfortable doing a communications related job. most likely advertising. But now, Im in PR, and I dun like it and doubt if I wanna spend my whole life only working and no leisure?

I wanted to have lotsa friends who understand me well and work towards our goals in life. But now, are there?

I wanted to be myself and have faith and directions in life, but i seemed to have side-tracked a lot.

Time for a change.

I’ll quit my job as a music instructor. I’ll find my passion in a job that i love, be it marketing or anything else. I’ll relax and just have fun with friends. I’ll find myself back and know what i want.

Scarfs

gaia89 — Fri, 11 Jun 2010 03:12:09 +0000

Watched Niu Ren Wo Zui Da on sugoidrama just now and they were introducing different types of scarfs and different ways of using them! I’m gonna learn those ways! love scarfs!! been dying to try out sating-type of scarfs but didnt know hw to use them. Now i know! yea! hehe.

Singaporean shld learn how to dress up better really. u walk on the streets on sg with nicer dressing sense and pple will start to stare at u or some will even think that you’re trying to attract attention. gosh. ridiculous. singaporeans, pls wake up!! take more pride in your dressing!

gaia89 — Thu, 10 Jun 2010 05:45:22 +0000

Summer’s Desire

“真的有这么难吗？喜欢我，不再警惕不再防备地喜欢我，真的那么难吗？是不是，象我和你一样的人，曾经被这世界伤害过抛弃过，就永远不能信任和接受爱了呢？”

“……我也想要幸福……想要可以完全地依赖……想要毫无保留地去爱和被爱……可是……我害怕……洛熙，你明白吗……我害怕……这世上除了自己，并没有完全值得信赖的东西啊……当你开始倚靠，失去自己双腿站立的能力，当被你倚靠的人离开，就会摔倒在地上……”

yet another boring day

gaia89 — Thu, 10 Jun 2010 04:22:43 +0000

argh. I’m repeating the same things everyday!

My dear came to accompany me last night cos no one at home.. hehe.. so nice of him.. I feel kinda scared to sleep alone at home these days.. my mum is in europe for her tour but I dun wanna go cos all aunties..

Think he went out at around 6 plus for his work.. I continued to sleep.. but.. in the morning I was woke up by the loud construction noise. damn.

I watched some random entertainment show just now, followed by playing Empire on FB and now I’m blogging. Argh. Feel like going out, but, where can i go? Who shld I ask out? What can we do?

Life is so boring now.

I wish that my life’s as interesting as others. I read Xiaxue and Dawn Yang’s blog. They always seem to be doing interesting things. WHy? lol.

gaia89 — Wed, 09 Jun 2010 09:00:09 +0000

I’m starting to enjoy my whole-day-do-nth lifestyle. I’ve been slacking at home for most of the days for my holiday, occasionally going out with Minqi, Jasmine, Xiao Weo and the rest. To think of it, since I started studying in FASS and working in EB two years ago, I hardly even such precious time to simply slack and do whatever I want at home. Even during holidays I was busy practising keyboard or singing. Perhaps this is exactly what I need now, in order to refresh myself.

I’m definitely addicted to 泡沫之夏. Love the show. Usually I’ll only get addicted to a drama after watching 4 to 5 Ep, but frankly, I find myself falling in love with the show after 20 mins. I love the characters and their acting.. maybe except Huang Xiao Ming, I find his accent damn out of place. Definitely love Da S’s acting and her character. And He Run Dong, he’s pretty charming in the show! And I like how the storyline is more than just sad, but with a touch of darkness hidden. Love that! Definitely a show I will recommend to others!

Been searching about Bali just now. I want to find a hotel that has a nice room with nice balcony, nice breakfast as well as great location!! Comtemplating between 3 choices right now!

These days, I find myself really excited about travelling. No mather how near the place is, regardless of whether is it Hong Kong, Bali or even Johor. Just wanna get out of Singapore and get some new experiences! And food..

Rotting

gaia89 — Sat, 29 May 2010 06:32:09 +0000

omg. i’m rotting at home.

Can’t help feeling that i shld be spending my time in a more fulfilling manner. like training my vocals, keyboard, learning html blah blah

but i’m plain lazy now. since back from hk, i’ve been doing nth at all. haha. nth except waiting for my bf’s lunch break and chat with him. and waiting for him to knock off so i can meet him. or meeting minqi, lynette for shopping and meals. ahhhh.

anw, tried to sing just now. but i simply dun feel motivated. it’s just forcing myself to sing. haha. and somemore, i realised that i keep running outta breath while singing recently and cant seem to hit my lower notes. haha. i guess this is a result of not training for long. but then, surprising it doesnt really matter much to me these days. Singing is becoming more like a leisure to me than training to achieve better vocals. haha, bad example to my students.

I need to find a new form of motivation! but now all that i am excited abt is nice food… zzzz